Random girl with thoughts

   Aloha All,  Yes, it's me, making an appearance but 2 years later.  It may only be two years, but I have gone through way more than I ever thought I would. But with going through something, you've learned to change, to adapt, and it may not be completely how I visioned myself but, I'm far happier. On this rollercoaster journey, one I'm still battling day after day, one that's getting easier, I assure you, I'm learning and I'm experiencing.   As I am writing now, I acknowledge my feeling of calm. A feeling that when I first experienced it, made me question my every move. This is new, I thought as I sat on my bus, this is different. In a world, especially high school, and I understand this may not apply to everyone, that's so highly intense I forgot what it was like to take a breath. On this roller coaster journey, I am referring too, I knew I'd feel happier as I worked on myself. My affirmations. But I never knew the calm that existed.  With every t...